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Been a rough week. Hardest since I started on August 9th. I finally... finally made it below 200 and am into onederland for the 1st time in so long, but it's almost like my mind sabatoges me. This crap has to stop. I have worked so hard, harder than I ever have at this and this week has just been hell. I really need to see where the 23 lbs is lost from. I just do not notice a difference in the way my clothes are fitting and its extrememly discouraging. The only thing that seems different are my boobs. Anyway, this weekend is a true test. Going away with hubby and friends to Helen to stay in a mountain cabin. 1st time we are going away without our kids in years. They are 9 and 14 now, so we are at the point of being able to "date" again :). There will be lots of food, bad food and drinking. I went ahead last night and made a big bag of raw veggies to bring as that is what I normally eat for lunch everyday. Lord PLEASE give me the strength to be strong willed ans NOT undo what I have worked so hard to accomplish.....
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