Wow...so, I have fluctuated in weight and have been back up to 188. Its really starting to tick me off but I guess I have to look at previous progress and realize that theres been enough that I might see some slowing. Its ok though. I stood on the scale a moment ago (I know, I know, shoot me) and with all of my clothing and my shoes on, I was 189. This is not normal...my end of the night weight has been about 190 WITHOUT shoes and only a shirt and panties. I would say that maybe I, better keep my fingers crossed, might be breaking that plateau. I started trying harder again yesterday. I havent been busting butt like now. BUT, what set me off even more is that I noticed my flabby belly that stretched with my first baby and I was like "YUCK" so I decided to begin working like crazy on that...I'm already getting tan from doing yardwork...which makes me feel better about myself and I got to thinking about my summer trip. My birthday is June 30th and we were planning a trip to the dallas area around that time as our vacation...possibly six flags...I went a lot as a kid, my hubby has never been. I have looked back at pics as a little kid and I was FAT...I thought "how embarassing that must have been" SO, I got on this kick that I was going to start losing, hoping to get down enough by that time to look decent for when we go. I'm finally wearing a size 14 jeans and I want to be in a 12 by then...thats about 2 1/2 months to do so and I believe I can. Thats still 36ish lbs to lose before then though to get to goal weight. I dont see that being done but somewhere around that would be fine...even maybe just 26"ish" more lbs. Back on track stronger than ever Tricia
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