Diario de alwaystheocean, 07 jun. 10

so, kind of a strange day. they changed my favorite yoga class, and it's no longer at my favorite time. and there was a later one, but i ended up not going because i was torturing myself in a whole different way...

i went to go see this PHENOMENAL office space, that is walking distance from my house (about 20 blocks) and it is just GORGEOUS. it's what i have dreams about when i dream about my ideal location/office setting. seriously, to DIE for. i can't even believe it's still for lease. however, i KNEW when i went to look that it's wayyyyyy out of my price range, and i went anyway, because i've been obsessing for weeks (not to mention and very frustrated with current work situation). i'm not sure what i was hoping for - maybe to not like it. but it was even better than i expected. I WANT IT SO BADLY. it is so ideal for me, especially for the long term (it's a newly rebuilt space - exposed beams, sky lights, all re-purposed wood flooring - and beautiful) *sigh*.

there's no possible way for me the get the lease on it, i don't have anywhere near that kind of money, and i don't know anyone here who does. i know it's a great goal and good to know something is out there, but man, it would be SO exciting to have that, to have it as my own...

i'm going to have to let this one go... but, man, i don't want too...

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Comentarios 
At least you know what it is you want. I'm sure something will come your way just as spectacular when it's the right time :) You seem like a go-getter! 
07 jun. 10 por el miembro: msamy034
Remember that you just never know what is right around the corner. And I agree with msamy, when the time comes, the right place will be there. 
07 jun. 10 por el miembro: ctlss
thank you, ladies. it just seems so right and perfect. i know there will be other places, and other opportunities... i am having some attachment issues with this though for some reason. i feel like drawing floor plans for the build out is probably not a productive use of my time :P ha!  
08 jun. 10 por el miembro: alwaystheocean
My prosperity book authors would say to visualize exactly what you want at exactly what you want to pay and keep imagining it on a daily basis and it will come to pass. Doing affirmations about it will help also. 
08 jun. 10 por el miembro: Multiplicity1
thanks Multiplicity! even if this is not my opportunity I am going to use it to get a better more specific idea of exactly what i want. i was saying yesterday to my bf how we needed to win the lottery, and we got $3 on our ticket...that was my lesson in being more specific. :)  
08 jun. 10 por el miembro: alwaystheocean

     
 

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