A year and 4 months (Imagine that I was pregnant in 205 lbs person.)
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13 June 2018 (checked in weight 175kg =385.8 lbs) >>>>>> October 2019 (96.5kg = 212.7 lbs)
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I hesitated a million times to share my progress because of that feeling of
sahme mixed with fear and pain to go back to that dark time of my life, has always chased me not to share that achievement "at least for me"
I like to say that FS is the way I choose to runaway from my fears, trying to find the support persons that I wish I could finds in the real life and not the e-life.
(even right now I am changing the FS location from where i live to where i wish to spend the rest of my life)
For those who may finds this is somehow motivating to runaway from how community looks, stereotype, blame, downgrade us and trigger us with all type of awful community abuse because of how we look.
For those and for myself, I break that fear and share my progress. (at least for somedays).
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I have been through a lot, I was tearing apart from inside. Self confidence, communication , opportunities, hope.. All of that was equivalent to zero in life.
13 June 2018 "me saying enough".. I am going to change for myself, not for the sake of anybody.
