Diario de Want2BFit, 18 nov. 09

I think I've come up w. a rotation of reasons why I can't/won't commit to a diet plan right now, but i know that diet/exercise in combination is the ultimate way to achieve success. Minus the circus mirrors I encountered @ Guess and the Bebe store lol I feel pretty fine in my clothes; actually I'm pretty comfortable in my own skin which is something that's very very new to me. I don't think I'm perfect at all, but there's not the same sense of urgency about my 'muffin' top or getting into said dress or whatever my goals are that motivate me. The optimistic side of me remembers you've lost over 50lbs, so it's okay to give yourself credit, but I still feel like whenever I eat carbs, or bad food i'm 'failing' in being bad in some sense.