Diario de Tonya Palmer, 26 ene. 17

Hi guys haven't forgotten you, just going thru alot. I broke my foot the later part of Sept and it still has not healed. in my third boot as of today. This one gives no leway in letting my and bend. Go for an MRI on Monday and may be facing surgery after that. Not allowed to walk very much or flex my foot. Since the accidentI have been on very little walking or standing long periods. You can tell by my weight gain. Depressed that this is taking so long. Do alot of sitting and slot of ice packs. Hubby is on the road cause medical bills must be paid do I'm alone most days. Yes I'm whinny and using excuses and feeling sorry for myself but it is where my mind set is right now. Seeing g a second consult now so maybe will get better results . I need a kick on the butt. I'm up by 5 or 6 everyday and by 2 I'm screaming in pain and using a cane with the boot. I try my best to stay away from the pain pills cause I don't like them. The doc told me today to at least take one at night to let my body relax and help heal but it gives me freaky dreams. So yell at me, anything it takes to pull me out of the state of mind I'm in.