Diario de Leesah, 07 ene. 08

I feel guilty...for some reason I feel like I didn't stick to my diet as much as I should have. I put myself on major restriction! I don't like too eat to much during the day, even if it is healthy food. That may sound bad, but it helps me with losing weight, and until I feel like I'm at a healthy weight I don't want to consume too much, especially if it jeopardizes my weight loss. For those of you who are thinking I'm going to gain it all back by not eating properly, I want you to know that during my process I am teaching myself about the types of food that are good for my body, and the types that are not. I look at food that I used to LOVE, and instantly I get a stomach ache. This is a definate learning process for me, I'm not just crash dieting. I want to make this a lifetime process.
On a different note, my son is still sick with an ear infection. I'm worried about him. I'm a first time mother and this is the first experience I've had with my son being ill. I have to say...its nerve wrecking, and so HARD to see him sick! lol...he's only three in and a half months old! Motherhood happens fast! :(
Well... I'm off to make a light dinner for my husband who is also on the South Beach diet with me! Veggies and chicken sounds awfully yummy right now! :)