Diario de Klynn82, 20 abr. 18

Friday!!!

Good morning everyone. I have a confession to make...I have skipped my walk the last two nights. I wanted to pretend it was because I was tired, or that I just didnt feel well, but that wasnt it. I know that I shouldnt have skipped but something happened on Tuesday night's walk that really upset me.

I was walking with my sister in law and we were about halfway around the block when a car with two college age guys drove past. We didnt think anything of it, they turned down the opposite way that we were walking. We walk a little ways more, get to the look out spot on the top of our hill and I hear a car sputtering up the hill behind us. It was the two guys that had passed us at the corner. They pull up beside us slowly and start yelling horrible things out the window. "Fat@$$" "Get mooooving, cow" and things like that.

I am well aware that I am an adult and things like name calling shouldnt bother me, but they were going home, chose to turn around and come back just to be mean to us. I dont understand people. Here I am, trying to better myself, and they decided that they would come ALL THE WAY BACK, and make fun of us. It hurt me more that I wanted to admit. Made me feel bad, made me feel silly for trying, made me want to go home and eat. I didnt go home and eat, I went home and stewed about it. I made the stupid decision to not walk again.

I know that I cannot do that. I need to be able to get out of the house. I need to get more exercise. I need that time, I wish that my sister in law didnt have to go with me, but I am never going to tell her she cant because shes trying to be healthier too and I am proud of her for that. I am going to walk tonight. I just needed a few days to not be worried that I would go out there and they would be there to make fun of me, make me feel bad. I know its silly, but it really bothered me. I just needed to share that with you all, a place where I felt safe. Thanks for listening.

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Some people! I know it's not easy but try to remember that type of attitude/action is a reflection on them, not on you. Get out there and strut, fake it till you make it if you have to. My Grandma always said "I it doesn't matter how many curves you have as long as your heart is bigger than your backside". Yours is! Don't let some punk steal that.  
20 abr. 18 por el miembro: LuluLimes
I know how you felt, but don't forget that God see it and they are going to be punished. Maybe one day they will say to themselves how immature day war and if not and they are going to be locked up in jail so tell tell yourself that you have a lot of angels on your side all the time and they are protecting you and these ugly things makes you stronger and working harder. God bless you and we are here for each other❤ 
20 abr. 18 por el miembro: Martinecka
Ignore the SOB's. Who knows what they may look like in 40+ years.  
20 abr. 18 por el miembro: sru92
I'm sorry that happened to you. I have had things like that happen to me before and unfortunately they are hard to forget. BUT don't let it stop you for doing what you want to do please. It's not fair to yourself to let those apes win. They obviously were not brought up correctly and are natural bullies. Wish I could give you a hug. 
20 abr. 18 por el miembro: ny_shelly
I wish I could hug you right now! I'm sorry that the foolish, unkind comments from those boys hurt you. You are an inspiration to me, and many others. I'll be praying that an incident like that never happens again!  
20 abr. 18 por el miembro: raeofsnshne
That's not nice. The older I get the prouder I am of raising two very nice women. They would never dream of doing something like that or saying something like that. Both of my daughters are very overweight as am I. My oldest daughter was on the 405 freeway (L.A.) and had to stop for whatever reason and got out of her car. Some people going by told her to get her fat a$$ off the freeway. People in LA are more judgmental I think. I used to live there for a long time. I never leave the house so I'm not prone to being made fun of. I'm really sorry Klynn82 that you had to be harrassed by idiots who don't know any better. You're a rock star so just brush it off and keep going!!  
20 abr. 18 por el miembro: Roschelle McGowan
Keep pushing forward. Although that was a very inconsiderate and juvenile thing to say to someone who is trying to better them self. Don't let anyone hold you back from bettering yourself.  
20 abr. 18 por el miembro: BryanOnALaptop
I am so sorry that happened to you. You have a great attitude, and taking a couple of days off isn't going to keep you from reaching any goals you've set for yourself. Keep walking, with your head help up high.  
20 abr. 18 por el miembro: mmicha45
What a-holes!! Who does something like that??? Just know you have so many people who support you. I think sometimes we have those bumps in our journey that can either make us quit or make us push through and I'm glad you're pushing through and not giving up. I had someone once ask me if I was pregnant and it upset me, but I didn't quit, I just figured an ignorant person would ask without being sure and that's not my problem. Just like it's not your problem that those guys are complete idiots. Good for you for getting back out there!! 
20 abr. 18 por el miembro: mars2kids
They are bullies, as upsetting that is was for you, never let bullies win. Go out and enjoy your walks. Keep up the good work.  
20 abr. 18 por el miembro: skinnyminny54
No amount of college is going to help those dummies. You are the smart one. They are the problem.  
20 abr. 18 por el miembro: linda carol caldwell
((Hugs)) So sorry this happened to you. I can't say much more than has already been said. I do support you and encourage you to ignore them and keep with your plan. Especially like using your phone to take pictures of their vehicle and license plate. They should not be harassing anyone. I don't know about where you live but here if I spoke to the local sheriff he would speak to them. Also the suggestion to change up your walking route is great advice. The same route routinely taken can invite trouble. 
21 abr. 18 por el miembro: kattay
You can lose weight, but you can't fix stupid. Some children in adult bodies did the same to me thirty years ago while I was walking. 1) I imagined what my husband would have done if he had been there. 2) I reported them to the college administration, because the college had an honor code. They said that they would investigate, but nothing ever came of it. It did make me feel better, though! 
21 abr. 18 por el miembro: moogiemynes
wasn't on Friday so just read your post sweetie but sending my love and huge hugs sweetie to you have a great weekend pretty lady xoxoxo;) 
21 abr. 18 por el miembro: maxie4
Keep doing what you are doing. A healthy you is the greatest revenge. Prove them wrong! 
22 abr. 18 por el miembro: KarissaB1
I totally understand how you feel. This happened to me a long long time ago. A guy followed me around a store mooing at me. All I can say, is keep doing what you are doing. You are way better than they will ever be. We can lose weight but people like that will forever have an ugly heart. I’m proud of you and all that you are accomplishing. 
22 abr. 18 por el miembro: misty1962
Think about this. You are a beautiful woman. God made you. God knows you and what you are going through. Let him deal with the unkind jerks and I know he will. I've seen him in action. You keep walking and also be there for your sister-law. Pray before you leave your house. Hunny I have had my share of being knocked down and bullied in my life. I could give you many examples. I weighed 236 when I first started my diet program. Time takes time. You can do this. Just stay positive and ask for help from what ever power of the universe that you believe in. I call mine God and believe me, he shows up. 
30 abr. 18 por el miembro: clairsheart
Justice will be served. God will get them for insulting his wonderful creations. Words are terrible but physical assult could have been worse. I was afraid you were going to say they stalked and confronted you physically. Just take another route, and if you see that car, get the license plate. Take your phone! God be with you! 
04 may. 18 por el miembro: Annyoakly
Justice will be served. God will get them for insulting his wonderful creations. Words are terrible but physical assult could have been worse. I was afraid you were going to say they stalked and confronted you physically. Just take another route, and if you see that car, get the license plate. Take your phone! God be with you! 
04 may. 18 por el miembro: Annyoakly
They will reap what they sow. You are stronger then them. Be safe! 
04 may. 18 por el miembro: HSBF

     
 

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