I am 56 years old. I was a single mother to 2. Both grown. Live in Dayton Beach, Fl and have been on disability since 2002. Need to get out of house and meet ppl. On liver transplant list. Coming back from almost dying 4th time in 18 years. June 2020 ICU 3+ weeks. Dane almost died. He had no idea where I went. Gained almost 5 pounds since but only gaining muscle. Doing it really slow because my condition makes it hard to eat a lot. SO I only eat the basics very little to no bread. Healthy fats. Lately more than 2 cookies a day, healthy ice cream by the pine. Enlightened, Yasso, etc. Breyers carb smart, no sugar added. Lots of peanut butter but only one piece of bread. Slowly got off multigrain cheerios and sugar free popsicles for the first year and a half. No alcokol in almost 2 years. Internal bleeding my worst fear as it has happened twice going into ICU at night. Blood in stool, so it's trying. very worrying. Nov 30 2021