Ready to lose 90 lbs! Size 18 does not look good on me, hoping to love my clothes/body/mirror again soon :-D

I'm about 245 right now (size 18/20). I'm trying something new this time...well, a couple of things actually. 1.) I'm eating 300 calorie meals 5x a day. 2.) Not going to weigh myself for a long while. The idea (for me) is to focus on only the food numbers, stick with it. I tend to spend too much time on the scale and tracking the little bits of progress. This time I think I will weigh myself maybe monthly (have decided). For now I know I don't want to boggle my mind with too much other than the task at hand which is EAT LESS.