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06 abril 2016

Hello my wonderful fatsecret family!

I am now twenty-nine years old, and it came with a few extra pounds though I shall not officially weigh in before the weekend. I deserve time to correct it! My fault, of course.

I have been stuck somewhere between 'eat mindfully' and 'treat yo self'. Bipolar, if you will. For example, lets take it back to Friday. Husband suggests outback steakhouse, I agree. Usually I do fantastic at steakhouses. I stick to a nine ounce sirloin and half a baked potato, but also indulge in some bloomin onion and coconut shrimp. Saturday at the clinical pizza party I stuck with one piece of pepperoni pizza, then for dinner settle for some fried chicken strips. Mmm. (Buffet never happened, cancelled due to illness) Sunday = Margaritas = killer hangover. Monday was saltines, nursing that hangover and reeses and spaghetti for dinner... no rationale for that one. Tuesday (My actual birthday) I took my daughter out to lunch. We did a two for twenty at applebees and split a dessert. Maybe I haven't done as poorly as I feel I have, but all these carbs have me straight feeling like s.h.i.t.

Literally, I feel depressed. Maybe a correlation with the gluttonous carb intake and emotional state. Working on a detox today. Started with the gym. I got four miles in forty minutes on the elliptical, resistance level eight. A new personal best for me, but I did carb load the day before ;).

Nothing to special to report for birthday, other than that it's not over yet. Yesterday my daughter and I went to the eye doctor. She has been complaining about not being able to see well, low and behold she could benefit from some glasses. I was going to order myself some new frames, but bought her some instead. Mine are in good shape, I can wait. Husband got me some flowers and chocolates. Mom is doing dinner for me Sunday night.

I had my preceptor meeting last night in class. I'm going to a nursing home near me, everyone says the nurse I'll be working with is wonderful so I'm happy to hear that. I'll either be doing four twelve hour shifts or six eight hour shifts, find out more next week. We also took a HESI exam. These are exams that let us know how prepared we are for the nclex. An acceptable score is 825, they want everyone to achieve a 900, I scored 1215. Ta-Da.

So that's whats new in my world. Hope all is well in yours.

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01 abril 2016

Happy Friday best buddies!

Weighing in a whole three days early because today is the first of the month and this weekend might get a little crazy. I'm ecstatic to have managed such a substantial loss in only five days. Holding on to my butt and resolving to give it my best shot in the days ahead.

Working tonight and clinical tomorrow. Always such a pain in the rear to go from second shift to first shift. It's funny because when I leave for work today at 230 I'll be thinking about how in just 24 hours I'll be leaving clinical.

It has been such a blessing being home with husband and the kiddos three evenings this week. Nursing school has been such a big sacrifice, I'm so looking forward to some much needed down time with my family this summer. We have a lot of wonderful things planned.

Alright I'm rambling when I should be getting stuff done. I hope everyone has a fantastic weekend.

Much love, buddies :)

Peso:	Disminuído hasta ahora:	Aún para ir:	Dieta seguida:
86,5 kg	43,2 kg	0 kg	Bien

(4 comentarios) Perdiendo 1,0 kg a la Semana

31 marzo 2016

Bouncing back from my "fat" day with a couple non scale victories.

Today I tried on a couple of my daughters jackets size large but they run real small and they zipped! Inspired, I tried on one of my school shirts, size medium, that I replaced with larges a while back and holy shit... it fits and I don't look like an overstuffed sack of potatoes. Then I tried on a woman's size medium jacket my mom gave my daughter and again, success.

I'm having a skinny day :)

Just gothe back from the hospital where I picked up my last clinical prep assignment. Bittersweet.

Have a great day buddies!

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30 marzo 2016

Good morning buddies!!

I'm currently enjoying my second day off, *gasp*, but there hasn't been much relaxing going on. Yesterday was spent going to the gym, renewing my drivers license & tags and grocery shopping. Whew! I was able to enjoy an evening at home with the husband and kiddos. I haven't had many of those over the past couple years so each one is precious.

Today I'm having a 'fat' day. One of those damn days when every time you look in the mirror you despise what you see. (like you're wearing fat goggles that make you appear larger than you are) I've discovered that it doesn't matter how much you've lost or how amazing the changes, it's inevitable that at some point your brain will trick you into believing it hasn't been good enough. It's all perception, this whole life is based on perception... isn't that strange. I know that this feeling, this image, will pass so I'm trying to use it as motivation to do even better today. Yesterday Easter candy may have gotten the better of me. Calories were fine, and I only had a bite here and there, but those bites will get ya. Over fifty grams of sugar yesterday, that's quite a bit for me. I have resolved to do better today, and started my day with a trip to the gym.

I'm trying to stay as on track as possible because the days ahead are going to be tricky. Saturday after clinical my father in law is taking my out to a buffet for my birthday. I would never complain, or ask to go elsewhere; It's so kind of him to make my birthday a priority in the first place. I have done perfectly fine at buffets before so I'm not overly concerned. (but still, yikes) Sunday after clinical the group and I are going out for margaritas. Yes, margaritas. I have earned the shit out of those margaritas lol, and I intend to partake to the fullest. It's my last hoorah with these people, and I have learned so much from/with them. It will be bittersweet.

If I can survive all of that, then Tuesday is my actual birthday. Lunch with my wonderful daughter (who is eleven and will be home by default because she has a doctor appointment) at the place of my choosing. Class in the evening. I should be able to stay one hundred percent on track that day. And I'm sure the following weekend my husband will take me out and someone will bake a cake, ughhhh. NOT COMPLAINING, again, so grateful that these people see my existence as something worth celebrating, it's just going to take a lot more restraint than when I'm fully in charge of meals.

It'll be good though, right? Well, we're going to find out :)

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of leftover Easter candy and birthday celebrations I shall fear no carbohydrate.

Have a wonderful day my friends :)

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28 marzo 2016

Made it through the holiday with a loss, woohoo. A couple mini Cadbury eggs was as crazy as I got and it paid off.

I am on spring break from class this week, but I have clinical coming up this weekend... my last clinical. Working twelve hours today and a handful of hours friday, otherwise I should have some real time off. (Knock on wood) I've been spending my time studying for finals that are coming up towards the end of april. I should be able to get my gym time in without any issues, kiddos are back to school tomorrow.

So that's what I've got going on. Trying to get my goals. Was hoping for 189 by April, I don't think that's going to happen. I'll weigh in again Sunday morning and see where I'm at. I'm ecstatic to be close to my goal, no dissapointment here.

Hope all of my buddies had a wonderful holiday!!

Peso:	Disminuído hasta ahora:	Aún para ir:	Dieta seguida:
87,1 kg	42,6 kg	0 kg	Bien

(10 comentarios) Perdiendo 0,8 kg a la Semana

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