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08 junio 2023

05 junio 2023

After calming down and thinking about it, I have decided to cut ties with my mother. I have had a much better week without her constantly on my back than with her. Now I see how much anxiety she puts me under when she yells or pesters me, or tries to argue with me, and force me to do things I am not going to do because they are wrong for me. I want her off my books, but it will take a few months. In the meantime, I am trying to figure out how to tell her I no longer desire her as my payee without her yelling at me again, which puts me under a lot of stress. I have been the bigger person in this relationship to this point and I can no longer manage it by myself. Either she has to put equal work in and go to family therapy with me, or I cannot manage this relationship.

I am not going to hold out hope for her to want to work on the relationship. I will just live my life without her help. My case manager will help me. I will discuss with my therapist how to tell her without being yelled at. I have left the therapist a message.

Still waiting for results from my blood tests Friday morning to come back to see why I am anemic and get my thyroid supplements adjusted.

04 junio 2023

Peso: Disminuído hasta ahora: Aún para ir: Dieta seguida:
62,0 kg 1,5 kg 0,7 kg Bien
   Agregar Comentario Ganando 0,1 kg a la Semana

01 junio 2023

Getting blood tests done in the morning. My GP says I am anemic and possibly hypothyroid. I have been gaining weight without cause over the last week and cannot seem to lose it despite eating lower calories per day and trying to start physical activity.

Trying to decide what I want to do with my relationship with my parents, who abused me as a child. Right now, my mother is my payee, but she has always been dominating, like she tells me what to do. I do not need her stress; I can decide for myself what to do and if I need help, I know how to ask for it. My fluvoxamine was adjusted and I think that might be doing it.

It is almost 7:00 p.m. and I have a loud drumming band playing outside my window almost. Trying to muffle out the sound with my own Catholic music and putting earmuffs on. I am being forced to listen to music (like punk rock) from this band that I do not really care for nor want to hear.

28 mayo 2023

Peso: Disminuído hasta ahora: Aún para ir: Dieta seguida:
61,9 kg 1,6 kg 0,6 kg Bien
   Agregar Comentario Ganando 0,6 kg a la Semana


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